Aww... I think to myself, looking down at the sleeping swede in my arms. This is how it's supposed to be. No piggy, no Cry, no Martiza. This is perfect. Nothing can ruin it! Knock, knock, knock, knock. I sigh.
"It's open!" I yell. Pewdie shifts in my arms. I stroke his dirty blonde hair. A few seconds later, Cry enters the room. I glare at the floor for a second, then put on my fake smile.
"Ellos Cry." I say cheerfully.
"Hello Stephano." He says, equally as cheerful. We're both smiling but we both know those smiles are fake. We've never been able to get along. He looks down at the sleeping swede in my arms. He looks at me and glares. He leans in to shake
Pewdie awake, but I tighten my grip. Cry pulls his hand back.
"Why is he sleeping?” Cry asks, sounding annoyed.
"He was up all night playing Slender." I look back at Pewdie. He's so beautiful. I look back at cry. He's looking at Pewdie too.
"Why are you here Cry?" I ask, annoyed.
"Pewds and I have lunch plans. Why are you holding him?" He asks me.
"He came into my room last night, telling me about his nightmares. He was having nightmares about the bro and Slenderman chasing him." I say.
"Why would he come to you and not me?!"
"Because I'm his most trusted bro."
"I thought I was his most trusted bro."
"No, your just the guy he sometimes plays games with."
"No... I'm more than that.... I'm his lover." That word. It's ringing in my ears. I can't help but cringe. I tighten my grip on Pewdie, enough to make him shift.
"No your not!" I yell. I can see his sickening smirk poking out from under his mask.
"Not yet. But I will be soon. I plan to ask him today." My eyes widen in horror. That's when Pewdie starts talking in his sleep.
"How's it going bro's? My name, is Pewwwwwdddddiiieepppiiee!! And today I'm here with my bro Cry and we're going to play some Amnesia. Since you bro's are asking for less Stephano, we're not gonna take Stephano with us. Here, we'll just drop him in the-"
"Pewdie!! Wake up!" I shake him. Cry is still smirking that sickening smirk. Pewdie slightly opens his eyes.
"Oh.. Hey bro's! What's going on?" He sits up.
"We have lunch plans, remember?" Cry says.
"Oh that's right!" He jumps up. "I'm gonna go get dressed. I'll be right down." Then he dashes up the stairs. Cry leans into my face.
"Hope you enjoyed that little cuddle session. Cause after today, he will be mine." My eyes fill with tears. Loosing Pewdie is my biggest fear. Then Pewdie comes running down the stairs.
"You ready to go, Cry?" He asks.
"Yeah." Cry stands up and follows Pewdie out of the room.
"Bye Stephano." Pewdie calls. Cry smirks at me.
"Bye..." I say quietly. When I hear to door close, I begin to quietly sob.
I must have cried myself to sleep because I wake up to the the sound of the front door opening. Pewdie and Cry enter, laughing hysterically.
"Oh! What about this one! 'Oww! Stop hitting me!' Or 'Pewdie you are so stupid!'" They're making fun of me? They enter the room, still laughing. Cry has his arm around Pewdie's waist. Cry smirks at me.
"Look Pewds, it's Stephano." He sounds disinterested.
"Oh! Hey bro!" Pewdie looks genuinely happy. So they're gonna pretend that they weren't just making fun of me? Fine. Pewdie wraps his arms around Cry and kisses his cheek.
"So... You two huh?" I try to sound happy for them.
"Yeah. I couldn't be happier!" Pewdie says.
"Well good for you." The tears begin to gather In the corners of my eyes. I stand up and turn around before they can see me crying.
"Where are you going, Stephano?" Pewdie calls.
"To my room!" I call back. I dash up the stairs. I run to my golden room and throw myself on my bed. I begin to sob. My sobs are so violent that I'm shaking. My door opens a little.
"Bro, are you alright?" It's Mr. Chair. I didn't know he was home. I look at him. He enters the room and closes the door. He sits on the edge of my bed.
"Tell me what's up. Is it something with Pewdie?" He asks.
"Well you know how all the fans are obsessed with 'Pewdiecry'? Well, it's actually happening." His eyes widen.
"But....they both knew that you....."
"Those inconsiderate, selfish, stupid, BASTARDS!!" He yells.
"Mr. Chair, can I just be alone now?" I ask.
"Yeah, sure." Then he slowly and quietly walks to the door, opens it, walks out, and closes it. I continue with my sobbing.
Why can't I get the guts to tell him?! But even if I told him, nothing could happen. All of his love belongs to Pewdie. I wipe away a couple tears. I enter my own room again, and sit down in my bed with my book. I try to read but the only thing on my mind his him. Stephano.....
A few minutes after Mr. Chair left, I heard two sets of footsteps of the stairs, followed by a knock on my door.
"Stephano....? Mr. Chair said you were having emotional problems. Wanna talk about it?" Pewdie says from behind the door.
"That depends, is Cry with you?" I say.
"Of course!" Cry answers back. I open the door. Their eyes grow wide at the state I'm in. Eyes red and puffy, hair mussed up, tear stains on cheeks.
"Then no!" I yell in their faces. Then I slam the door. I don't even have enough energy to get back to my bed. I just collapse on the floor.
"Stephano..? Pewdie asks. He opens my door a little bit. I throw a shoe at him.
"Get out! Go hang out with your lover! If you have him, what do you need me for?! If I killed myself right here, right now, it wouldn't even matter to you, would it?!" Piggy heard the commotion from down the hall and came in the see what was the matter, followed shortly by Mr. Chair and Skully. I'm on the floor, screaming and crying. I must look like a lunatic!
"This is what you wanted, right Cry? You wanted to totally tear me apart by stealing the most important thing in the world to me! Well you did it! There! My heart is destroyed, I look like a lunatic, and you have him, and I don't! That was your whole plan!" Everybody is looking at each other, not quite sure what to think. I get up and grab my sword.
"I'm completely useless now! Nobody need me anymore! Well, goodbye everyone, sorry to be a burden!" Then I jab the sword into my stomach. They all scream, even Cry. That's the last thing I remember before everything went dark.